lost of mind

i have lots of work to do

dont know how to start
i dont know what am i doing

why im here

what i actually want

i get panic simultanously

why im soo lazy

im soo week

why im soo stupid

why i like to initiate the fight

im soo clumsy

i ve lost my spirit

i love to cry

i just want 2 sleep

arghhh

 i need somebody to accompany me .always there for me.anyone?? 

mayb i just need to stayback at home for a while..hmm